I had no idea that it would be this stressful. I'm busy every minute of every day now between working and being a wife and mother. I cram in some time with Hunter in the morning, drive 45 minutes to work, work hard and fit in pumping sessions, drive 45 min-1 hour home, spend time with Hunter, eat dinner, put him to bed, do a few chores, hang out with Jared, and crash into bed. I'm hopeful that I will become accustomed to the new routine and pace of life, but for now I'm just worn out. I am so thankful that tomorrow is Friday. I took day call on Tuesday and day/night call today. One more day and then I have two glorious carefree days with my husband and baby. I'm ready for a nice long walk and a cup of slowly sipped hot tea.
I am trying to fit in some joys with Hunter. My heart just broke on the way home tonight. I was sitting in traffic just longing to be with Hunter. By the time I got home, he was tired and ready for the bedtime routine. He loves his bath very much and his favorite part of the event is the hooded towel. He finds it hilarious each time that hood is popped on his head and he becomes a ninja or turtle or nun depending on the day.
We also love to read. Hunter props up on my chest and we read through book after book. He starting to grasp the pages and he just stares at the pictures. It's a delight since I adore reading.
This was my sweet view yesterday afternoon as we were reading after our walk. I love seeing his chunky little thighs and sweet toes poking out from behind the book. This cheerios book is one of his current favorites as the pictures are bold and bright.
My prayer of gratitude tonight is that my baby is healthy. There is nothing like returning home from the NICU to a healthy baby to bring great joy and thankfulness indeed.
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